Defining Moments

Beneath this water rushes past

the mud of a broken soul, separated from life, dead. 

My fall from glory was only my imagination, a crown of leaves I called gold, 

eating bitter fruit and calling it sweet until it grew into a void I could no longer deny — wretched. 

Beneath this tree, blood seeped into the cracks of a marred earth, 

the rocks mourning the anguish of the Holy, 

our separation wrenched free, 

torn by the only hands strong enough to break death.  

Through blood and water, I come face-to-face 

with the Holy, alive from the grave.  

My self-made crown withers to dust beneath His
pierced feet. 

This blood and water give me life and ignite a flame — I am never the same.  

– Kelsey Gjesdal

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Kelsey Gjesdal lives in Albany, OR, with her parents and three siblings and attends the Marion Church of God (Seventh Day). She attends Corban University where she is majoring in psychology and minoring in Biblical studies and writing. Kelsey writes YA Christian fiction, has authored Third Identity, and has a blog for young women. She loves Bible study and memorization, writing, music, and coffee.

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